最后一次- by 17岁女生
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你在你怀里
舍不得放弃心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘记你 曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了
去了好远的地方不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定
不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记你
曾经答应我 你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我 你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。
Saturday, 21 November 2009
Friday, 20 November 2009
fresh clouds
today had relieved a little...
hope everything goes on fine & smooth..
like before...
awaits the fresh bright blue clouds..
Yet, I'm still blue. And I don't know why.
Duh.
hope everything goes on fine & smooth..
like before...
awaits the fresh bright blue clouds..
Yet, I'm still blue. And I don't know why.
Duh.
Monday, 16 November 2009
what can be more worse?
currently at sg long station one cafe with an ugly girl from balakong, Miss Lee See Yan.
Many things happened..
what can be more worse?
complicated things come all in one time...
what can be more worse?
It's breathless to hide everything at the bottom....
If I reveal the secret to you,
will you think that I'm nuts?
secret remains silence.
you, remain silence.
Many things happened..
what can be more worse?
complicated things come all in one time...
what can be more worse?
It's breathless to hide everything at the bottom....
If I reveal the secret to you,
will you think that I'm nuts?
secret remains silence.
you, remain silence.
Thursday, 29 October 2009
Birthday celebration put down~
Miss Lee Li Shan’s 19th birthday on 26/10/2009
25/10/2009 – Sunday
Suppose to celebrate with the best friends. My dearest cyan & pit thing & maybe more =) planned earlier, they picked the date but end up pit thing has to work on that day.
Well, felt a little disappointed for sure, I always wanted to be with you girls. But it’s okay, I urged my dad to bring me for steamboat dinner on the Sunday night.
At first he said something irritating which hurts my little heart for a small moment.
Finally he still cheered me up by taking us to steamboat at LIN YUAN STEAMBOAT KITCHEN which located at Queen’s Park Cheras.
Well, the restaurant packed with people! According to my sis, it’s quite rather a favorite place for steamboat kaki!
They have their own website too, LOL. Log on to http://www.linyuansteamboat.com/ !
Reached home around 9pm and continue drama with mummy ! While I was concentrating on the TV, drinking my barley water, my mummy realized there’s a car stopping outside the house. She was peeping non-stop to find out who was it.
Yet for me, I was lazy to peep for her and told her maybe is sis’s friend. LOL.
Finally my sis came down and went outside! And I was mumble-ing how come my sis has so many friends finding her at night to my mom like an old people! LOL!
That time my mom was smiling unusually, but I stupidly ignore it! At last, I put my focus back to the TV!
After 3-4 minutes, I was frightened by a voice that shouted my full name!
I look to the door it was Lee cyan looking at my face and then I hear the birthday song and pit thing was carrying the donuts with HAPPY BIRTHDAY candles on it!
Omg! Imagine my reaction, I was surprised and touch!
I almost wanted to cry, but yet I’m able to hold back my tears, if not really so MALU lor, might let them laugh throughout the whole year I guess =D a
fter that, pit thing said she rushed over to my place right after her work and she haven’t eat her dinner yet.
Then I drive them out to seek for food, oh ya, a little accident happened, it really prove that my eye sight really can’t let me drive out at night! Lol maybe I should get a new spec! We went to McD at bangi, at last.
*waiting photos from lee cyan*
I got home around 11.40pm. Honey sang me birthday song which makes me wanted to laugh-out-loud! Not that his singing is worse, but It’s really funny when hear it, really funny!! =D
while approaching 12am, it was 25-Oct-09 11.57pm,
first birthday text message from boo ting, or should I call her Jane Kwan? :D t
hen followed by honey’s text message, accurately 12am on 26th Oct ~ ^^
continued by Say Yean, Desmund, baby, bro Gin wei, bro Alex, bro kha keong, Dar Mia, cyan, kah hong, hua xin, Jamen, bro Gin Heng, tammy, Kean Siang, blur Jocelyn, sis Iris, sis Christine, ah jiang and finally the last person, on 27th Oct 12am.
Guess who?! My honey again: D
Even though his action is a bit silly, but still feels touched! Didn’t expect he could be so accurate! So lucky! =]
I should be more lucky to have you by my side , my honey best friend =)
26/10/09- Monday
nothing much to mention. Woke up around 1pm and saw cash on the floor, no doubt is my practical old-fashioned dad’s work! Not even with red packets! Haha!
My cute dad! He knows what to do =D ; spent my noon time REVISING the night exam! Log on facebook after the exam at the institute; I couldn’t go online at home again because I’ve returned the maxis broadband. Unexpectedly, really unexpected that my wall is full of birthday wishes! LOOK!
Thank you oh girls and guys :)
Ah Lee was complaining that I’ve darn lot of wishes and he’s one went down to the older posts already. LOL. I’m feeling SYIOK lor when hearing you said that! That’s more than enough to cheer me! LOL!
27/10/09- Tuesday
Celebrates with the UCSI dears and darlings! Oh that’s earlier planned too.
Sing-K at 3 pm and then FULLHOUSE for dinner!
Practiced my piano while waiting for ah Lee to pick me up at 2pm, while playing, suddenly my kakak’s voice frightened me!
She wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY, haha sounds so funny that time and I told her it was yesterday and tells her not to suddenly frighten me again, here got ghost!*scare her back*LOL!
Lee Lee picked me first and then followed by Hue, Mia, Joc, Say yean! LOL! 5 GIRLS and lee is the only guy. :D well we’ll never feel awkward even though you’re the only guy lar! Cause we are ji mui! Okay? J
I MUI seumur hidup! Hahahaha!
6 of us went to green box and start to K-songss! During the half way while I’m about to sing “zui xing fu de shi”, the screen suddenly pop out dark image which blurs me for awhile. And then I got my mind back when the screen plays happy birthday song!
OMG how come this year I’m so stupid? Or you girl’s performance was too excellent already? I really didn’t expect or realized you girls are planning to give me surprise!
LOL! REALLY REALLY SURPRISED ! oh man.. heart you people lar!
Haha! should ciaoz to UCSI after 6.30PM but green box gave us extra 30mins to sing! Haha LMAO! Been singing for 3 hours not enough, 3 and the half only worth huh? Hehe!
Then headed to UCSI to meet up bryan, honey, chung & renee!
LOL.. there’s nothing much to describe or mention about the journey to FULLHOUSE :D
all I remember is Ah Lee made many U-turns at the highway, small road, big road just to get to ARA DAMANSARA.
dar, yean, hue and bryan reached earlier..
and why we’re late to the destination almost one hour is because of the “GPS” problem.. haha!
don’t wanna mention , scare will hurt my blur jo’s heart heehee =]
Lee Lee must be disappointed lor~ he expect us to write lots about the LOST journey.. hee.. nothing much to mention about that part!
Best part is, Ah Lee adalah seorang budak yang baik, salah jalan hampir satu jam pun tak de panas baran! Temper banyak bagus!!
♥ during K-session
♥ them always~
♥ dar so into the song! lol
♥ lee's turn
♥ daisy joc's kiss
pervert chung ♥
donald : chung such a pervert!!!!
hahahahahaha ♥
♥ pervert guys..
♥ more pervert in the dark LOL
♥ handsome Lee
♥ posing chung
haih...
haih X2....
u know why they r friends now? LOLzz
♥ acting
♥ pretties..
♥ lee & renee
by last, just wanna thanks to you girls & guys! I guess it’s rather much unforgettable memory to me!
simple, yet the heart is warm
25/10/2009 – Sunday
Suppose to celebrate with the best friends. My dearest cyan & pit thing & maybe more =) planned earlier, they picked the date but end up pit thing has to work on that day.
Well, felt a little disappointed for sure, I always wanted to be with you girls. But it’s okay, I urged my dad to bring me for steamboat dinner on the Sunday night.
At first he said something irritating which hurts my little heart for a small moment.
Finally he still cheered me up by taking us to steamboat at LIN YUAN STEAMBOAT KITCHEN which located at Queen’s Park Cheras.
Well, the restaurant packed with people! According to my sis, it’s quite rather a favorite place for steamboat kaki!
They have their own website too, LOL. Log on to http://www.linyuansteamboat.com/ !
Reached home around 9pm and continue drama with mummy ! While I was concentrating on the TV, drinking my barley water, my mummy realized there’s a car stopping outside the house. She was peeping non-stop to find out who was it.
Yet for me, I was lazy to peep for her and told her maybe is sis’s friend. LOL.
Finally my sis came down and went outside! And I was mumble-ing how come my sis has so many friends finding her at night to my mom like an old people! LOL!
That time my mom was smiling unusually, but I stupidly ignore it! At last, I put my focus back to the TV!
After 3-4 minutes, I was frightened by a voice that shouted my full name!
I look to the door it was Lee cyan looking at my face and then I hear the birthday song and pit thing was carrying the donuts with HAPPY BIRTHDAY candles on it!
Omg! Imagine my reaction, I was surprised and touch!
I almost wanted to cry, but yet I’m able to hold back my tears, if not really so MALU lor, might let them laugh throughout the whole year I guess =D a
fter that, pit thing said she rushed over to my place right after her work and she haven’t eat her dinner yet.
Then I drive them out to seek for food, oh ya, a little accident happened, it really prove that my eye sight really can’t let me drive out at night! Lol maybe I should get a new spec! We went to McD at bangi, at last.
*waiting photos from lee cyan*
I got home around 11.40pm. Honey sang me birthday song which makes me wanted to laugh-out-loud! Not that his singing is worse, but It’s really funny when hear it, really funny!! =D
while approaching 12am, it was 25-Oct-09 11.57pm,
first birthday text message from boo ting, or should I call her Jane Kwan? :D t
hen followed by honey’s text message, accurately 12am on 26th Oct ~ ^^
continued by Say Yean, Desmund, baby, bro Gin wei, bro Alex, bro kha keong, Dar Mia, cyan, kah hong, hua xin, Jamen, bro Gin Heng, tammy, Kean Siang, blur Jocelyn, sis Iris, sis Christine, ah jiang and finally the last person, on 27th Oct 12am.
Guess who?! My honey again: D
Even though his action is a bit silly, but still feels touched! Didn’t expect he could be so accurate! So lucky! =]
I should be more lucky to have you by my side , my honey best friend =)
26/10/09- Monday
nothing much to mention. Woke up around 1pm and saw cash on the floor, no doubt is my practical old-fashioned dad’s work! Not even with red packets! Haha!
My cute dad! He knows what to do =D ; spent my noon time REVISING the night exam! Log on facebook after the exam at the institute; I couldn’t go online at home again because I’ve returned the maxis broadband. Unexpectedly, really unexpected that my wall is full of birthday wishes! LOOK!
Thank you oh girls and guys :)
Ah Lee was complaining that I’ve darn lot of wishes and he’s one went down to the older posts already. LOL. I’m feeling SYIOK lor when hearing you said that! That’s more than enough to cheer me! LOL!
27/10/09- Tuesday
Celebrates with the UCSI dears and darlings! Oh that’s earlier planned too.
Sing-K at 3 pm and then FULLHOUSE for dinner!
Practiced my piano while waiting for ah Lee to pick me up at 2pm, while playing, suddenly my kakak’s voice frightened me!
She wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY, haha sounds so funny that time and I told her it was yesterday and tells her not to suddenly frighten me again, here got ghost!*scare her back*LOL!
Lee Lee picked me first and then followed by Hue, Mia, Joc, Say yean! LOL! 5 GIRLS and lee is the only guy. :D well we’ll never feel awkward even though you’re the only guy lar! Cause we are ji mui! Okay? J
I MUI seumur hidup! Hahahaha!
6 of us went to green box and start to K-songss! During the half way while I’m about to sing “zui xing fu de shi”, the screen suddenly pop out dark image which blurs me for awhile. And then I got my mind back when the screen plays happy birthday song!
OMG how come this year I’m so stupid? Or you girl’s performance was too excellent already? I really didn’t expect or realized you girls are planning to give me surprise!
LOL! REALLY REALLY SURPRISED ! oh man.. heart you people lar!
Haha! should ciaoz to UCSI after 6.30PM but green box gave us extra 30mins to sing! Haha LMAO! Been singing for 3 hours not enough, 3 and the half only worth huh? Hehe!
Then headed to UCSI to meet up bryan, honey, chung & renee!
LOL.. there’s nothing much to describe or mention about the journey to FULLHOUSE :D
all I remember is Ah Lee made many U-turns at the highway, small road, big road just to get to ARA DAMANSARA.
dar, yean, hue and bryan reached earlier..
and why we’re late to the destination almost one hour is because of the “GPS” problem.. haha!
don’t wanna mention , scare will hurt my blur jo’s heart heehee =]
Lee Lee must be disappointed lor~ he expect us to write lots about the LOST journey.. hee.. nothing much to mention about that part!
Best part is, Ah Lee adalah seorang budak yang baik, salah jalan hampir satu jam pun tak de panas baran! Temper banyak bagus!!
♥ during K-session
♥ them always~
♥ dar so into the song! lol
♥ lee's turn
♥ daisy joc's kiss
pervert chung ♥
donald : chung such a pervert!!!!
hahahahahaha ♥
♥ pervert guys..
♥ more pervert in the dark LOL
♥ handsome Lee
♥ posing chung
haih...
haih X2....
u know why they r friends now? LOLzz
♥ acting
♥ pretties..
♥ lee & renee
by last, just wanna thanks to you girls & guys! I guess it’s rather much unforgettable memory to me!
simple, yet the heart is warm
Friday, 23 October 2009
random ♥
finally I'm exam-free now,
did not do well for the OB.. memorize the thing, but goes blank when I about to write it.. hmm..
don't know how to start; I wanna express.. but, it seems difficult..
I don't understand how could you said that !
Is that another way of you to try attracting people by telling how depression are you? Is that so?
I wanted to post a comment on it!
but I think it's a waste of time, not worth for you!
talk about PRIVACY if you paid the FEES yourself..
your parents blindly re-paid your fees & they has the right to know the truth!
how dare you! how could you! don't you feel embarrassed at all? Yet you still have the guts to post it out that "PPL OPEN YR LETTER WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION" ; talk about RESPECT huh?!
If you know how to respect your parents, you wont LIED and blindly let them re-paid your FAILED SUB FEES! DAMN IT! for you!
ha-ha, hilarious part, assume that letter is open by you, DO YOU THINK YOU'LL TAKE IT OUT AND CONFESS THE TRUTH?!
I bet you'll THANK GOD in your heart.. TRUTH continue to be HIDDEN!
WTF are you?!! talking about RESPECT huh?! BULLSHITSSSS
* I don't give a shit about you, please stop hurting my parent's heart that's all I ever hope for! *
phew... I better cool down.... that was yesterday's feeling...
I ♥ being alone...always tell myself to drive slowly whenever I'm not rushing... and yet, the other way round... ♥ laughing myself in the car, enjoying much with the steering wheel, turn left turn right on the slobe ♥ enjoying the musics.. ♥ seeing the scene outside the window.. any scene...
I ♥ being with friends, eventhough I talk less when in a group. ♥ to be silent when there's a lot of people, not shy, just ♥ to listen. ♥ to talk much when there are less people, feeling warm when we can hear each other talk, no one left out.
I ♥♥♥ being with my family,cousins,relatives. ♥ that people that has same blood relationship interacting with each other. ♥ the warm feeling when families get around, even just watching TV.
♥ when mummy smiles =)
someone said I was a weirdo.
and I ♥ being weirdo.
2 more days ^^
did not do well for the OB.. memorize the thing, but goes blank when I about to write it.. hmm..
don't know how to start; I wanna express.. but, it seems difficult..
I don't understand how could you said that !
Is that another way of you to try attracting people by telling how depression are you? Is that so?
I wanted to post a comment on it!
but I think it's a waste of time, not worth for you!
talk about PRIVACY if you paid the FEES yourself..
your parents blindly re-paid your fees & they has the right to know the truth!
how dare you! how could you! don't you feel embarrassed at all? Yet you still have the guts to post it out that "PPL OPEN YR LETTER WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION" ; talk about RESPECT huh?!
If you know how to respect your parents, you wont LIED and blindly let them re-paid your FAILED SUB FEES! DAMN IT! for you!
ha-ha, hilarious part, assume that letter is open by you, DO YOU THINK YOU'LL TAKE IT OUT AND CONFESS THE TRUTH?!
I bet you'll THANK GOD in your heart.. TRUTH continue to be HIDDEN!
WTF are you?!! talking about RESPECT huh?! BULLSHITSSSS
* I don't give a shit about you, please stop hurting my parent's heart that's all I ever hope for! *
phew... I better cool down.... that was yesterday's feeling...
I ♥ being alone...always tell myself to drive slowly whenever I'm not rushing... and yet, the other way round... ♥ laughing myself in the car, enjoying much with the steering wheel, turn left turn right on the slobe ♥ enjoying the musics.. ♥ seeing the scene outside the window.. any scene...
I ♥ being with friends, eventhough I talk less when in a group. ♥ to be silent when there's a lot of people, not shy, just ♥ to listen. ♥ to talk much when there are less people, feeling warm when we can hear each other talk, no one left out.
I ♥♥♥ being with my family,cousins,relatives. ♥ that people that has same blood relationship interacting with each other. ♥ the warm feeling when families get around, even just watching TV.
♥ when mummy smiles =)
someone said I was a weirdo.
and I ♥ being weirdo.
2 more days ^^
Wednesday, 21 October 2009
disappointment...?
Wanted to get myself a new cell-phone..
my dear Sony Ericsson K750i has been following me for 3 years already...
well, there's nothing wrong with him..
still stay healthy and strong -.-
several times, I accidentally, or maybe purposely-.- , let it fall on the ground / get wet ...etc..
YET, he still stay healthy and strong until now, never "sick" before...
should I be thankful /glad?
LOL
but, every cell phone has it own timing..
I dont want him to shut down suddenly and all my memory inside gone!
so I decide to get a back up or maybe a new LOVE♥
previously, I had 2 aims.. that is the SATIO and SE W705..
but now I have a new ♥ again..
that is the T707...
unfortunately, it's not perfect enough..
the basic I required for a phone & he doesn't fulfil with it.
sigh...
reluctant to let go T.T
the SE T707.. spring rose♥
I ♥ red color, real ♥-ing so much ...
the mysterious black....
♥
this was my previous ♥
SE W705
too bad it is not a flip phone.. =(
♥passionate red
♥ floral pink
and this..
SE Idou/ SE satio..
touchscreen with 12 megapixels camera..
but I no more likey touchscreen =(
sigh...
♥
and this one...
♥ this..
but... too professional..
don't know when I'll get bored with it..
so, it's not worth?
♥ X2
any other suggestions anyone?!!
today's B.I.S really.... speechless....
just write out what I've memorize...
die die hafal only..
meaningless..
if no tips I can re-take non-stop?!!
LOL
* there's a stupid car double park me today! Horn for so long.. so embarassing =( *
*forgot to sign on that car lo~ WTF~!! I will be back!!*
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
should be a happy post...
*I realised, that I couldn't be selfish anymore*
*I shouldn't have gave hope on this*
*You know that I don't want to*
*forgive me, that I hurt you once again*
*I'm sorry*
I'm really really crazy of puzzle !
my sis bought me a 200 pieces puzzle as my birthday present...
Actually I want that Mickey babies one....
this one!!
She ask me slowly wait... Coz it cost like RM165 =(
yaya I know is impossible for you to get me that one...
sigh..
Its okay... I'll get it for myself someday...
gonna spend less for these 5 babies =D
WAIT ME HONEYS!!!!! :D
This is the one my sis bought me!!
baby Mickey's big head!!
perfect Smile =)
I'm gonna get Minnie one soon!!
I thought I can wait till the final exam ends..
but I really can't wait to fix it...!!!!!
huhu
I'm crazy about Puzzle. I really do.
*My mind are puzzled too*
*I shouldn't have gave hope on this*
*You know that I don't want to*
*forgive me, that I hurt you once again*
*I'm sorry*
I'm really really crazy of puzzle !
my sis bought me a 200 pieces puzzle as my birthday present...
Actually I want that Mickey babies one....
this one!!
She ask me slowly wait... Coz it cost like RM165 =(
yaya I know is impossible for you to get me that one...
sigh..
Its okay... I'll get it for myself someday...
gonna spend less for these 5 babies =D
WAIT ME HONEYS!!!!! :D
This is the one my sis bought me!!
baby Mickey's big head!!
perfect Smile =)
I'm gonna get Minnie one soon!!
I thought I can wait till the final exam ends..
but I really can't wait to fix it...!!!!!
huhu
I'm crazy about Puzzle. I really do.
*My mind are puzzled too*
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