The One That Got Away

hello blog,
I know I've been disappeared for some time.

I don't know why;
maybe some words are better to left unsaid.

As we grow older,
wrecked things that happened make us grow speechless day by day.
Including me.


It makes me unhappy, very unhappy.

the reality is killing me softly inside.


I am officially a working lady now. I am out to society and totally detached from my previous honeymoon student life.
ya. I am beginner to this society, I am waiting to be slaughter by this mean place. D:

Started work for almost a month already,
but I'm still at the stage of "know nothing"...
& it makes me feel so uncomfortable~

I don't know whether the co-workers are nice or not because they are so busy with their work.
Ya there are ppl willing to teach me, yet I still feel uncomfy with the environment.
they seldom smile, they look secretive, some look fierce( well maybe they r just serious about the job), some look very annoyed like I'm some kind of annoyer.

there are many more I don't know how to describe it one by one.
I just don't get used to it. NOT AT ALL.
sigh.

yet I need to face it. I have to. Avoid couldn't solve the problem. right?



by the way, I've cut my hair. Many gives good compliments about it, but for me, I don't know..
short hair or long hair is the same, is still me, makes no difference. hah (=

#MY LONG HAIR





#SHORT HAIR #CNY DAY4








my baby sidney with her CNY RIBBON!

ENJOY this song.. awesome one by Katy Perry again [the one that got away]





xoxo